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[14 June 2010 @ 5:00pm] |
Updates and things to update about. I suppose there is plenty to talk about what with the drop of the album and everything else that's going on with that. My ex-wife as you know is the lead singer, we keep in very good touch with each other of course even after we're done being in a band for each other for the day. She seems just as thrilled as I am about the success of How To Destroy Angels. There is still plenty of work to be done in my eyes, but I've plenty of time to get our group to that point.
Being a man separated for much less than a year, I would have suspected there would be a time of adjustment that I would need. Whether I work with Mariqueen or not...it's supposed to be somewhat life changing I would assume, right? I don't think that point ever came to me, and I discussed this with her as well. We are adults, and able to maintain a friendship. Her reply surprised me though, she told me she never expected me to go through anything.
At first I took it as insult, but it made me think. What am I doing that is so different now than then? Nothing really. Of course I have my own place now, and am free to see other people as I see fit. Have I taken advantage of that? Not quite yet, though hopefully that may change when it is meant to.
People ask me about what I do when I'm not involved with music, and I have very little to offer them. Since the 80s my life has consisted of truly nothing major but music in some form or another. It could be making music, distorting it, producing it, cinematography for it...anything and everything that has to do with music I've attempted to dabble my hand in. So do I work too much? Is there a point somewhere in the day that I need to step away and become more social with the outside world? I've began to make my attempts at this, and see where they lead me. So far I've made perhaps a friend or two that seem to be as screwed up in the mind as myself. I've even had the luck of being able to share conversation with someone I find very interesting, and hopefully get to learn more about her. Perhaps witness even more embarrassing youtubes.
Who knows where the future will lead me though, and my social skills seem to be seriously lacking. This will eventually turn around, or at least that's my prerogative here. We'll see, right?
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[17 May 2010 @ 2:45pm] |
This is the song that never ends.
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